I'd be posting into my private blog more, cause it's something not much should see, if you can't help, i won't invite, cause i can't trust you, not saying i don't treasure our friendship, but how t say, i don't know you well enough t say anyt much t you luh, cause you were never there la.

so yeah, HAHA

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Xiaoxixi: I love Moses k? Stop it! Munkey`Tıиg`яetarded: hais :D tag tag :D u shud noe whu i am :P Pb: Lol why hate me? Genevieve: haha you're most welcome babe :D DARRYLQUEK: yo last long hor =DDDD ♥ Balleryy: Tagged Babybuu! Pb: Hais poor moses.

EUNICE :D: tagged ^^ <3 loves :D Xiaoxixi: ah, hello, okay you love him, no need spam me, stop what ? o.o TinyRetarded: HAHA, ehhh, what's your name ah ? (: Pb: idk, oei, put your name la ! D:< Genevieve: HAHA :D DarrylQuek: HELLO, thanks, you're ? <: Ballery: thanks Babybuu :D Pb: why poor him ? ): Eunice: thanks sugarbabe, (L) TAGS ARE REPLIED :D

Labels: short fringe :/

Those in bold are sweetheart's blog post, those in orange is mine.

feel so hopeless...
baby, you're not hopeless.

sometimes i feel like such a lousy boyf sia...
YOU'RE NOT ! D:

i don't even think i deserve her or so...
fk you, who say ! D:

tears feels like dropping down now...
OEI, tell me not t cry then you cry, I SLAP YOU AH !

i get the insecurity everytime when i come to think that there is many guys out here jioing her and liking her all... feels @#$%&*# suckish..
BI, so what if they like me or what fuck, i love you k ! ):

sigh... and there are times that when i have her touch.. thoughts run in mind that i may loose her some day...
baby, i'll never leave you, melovedieyou ! )':

people do have a pessimistic side anyway... i always try to be optimistic but i always get the hurt feeling... * don know how to explain....*
WAHLAO, BI CHEER UP K, i'm yours forever ! ):

sweetheart, i understand how you feel and i know it hurts, knowing you love someone so much, but might lose them in th end, i've had that feeling before, it sucks. Baby, i'm yours forever k, i'll never leave you, and i never want t.

baby, you're th first voice i wna hear in th morning, and th last i want t hear of th day, you're heaven sent, words still cannot express how i feel about you, you make me feel like nothing bad would ever happen again, you make me feel like i was never wronged, baby i love you w all my heart and soul. Sweetheart, it doesn't matter how old you are, or how old i am, all that matters is that we have each other now, there's nothing left t worry about, th only thing we have t worry about is each other. I want t keep you safe, and i'll love you till th end of time itself, not matter what dear, i'll love you forever.

baby, cheer up, don't ever ever cry okay, cause i don't want t see you cry, *heartbreaks* )':
BABY ILDYF ! never will we part k, you promised ! ^^v

ps, Pb, i hate you ! ):

Labels: And it's always getting better.

Huilin: thanks babyheart, (heartxcz) !
ian: it's k :D
Nicholas: heyy (:
Joanne: thanks chiobu :D
Genevieve: thanks babe (:
Russ: aha, hello again :D
shunxiang: heyy shunxiang (:
Olivia: aw, thanks sweetie, it's k :D
Faith: Hey, thanks (;
Weiting: HAHA, i'm not pretty ! ): meloveyoumuch too babe xB
Russ: LOL, hey (:
Huilin: BabyHeart ! (L)
S'hihuizx.: okay :D

Labels: baby you're always in my heart.

I could live fine without you, even if you beg it'll be no use
I drank th alcohol I couldn't drink, I even drank up th night and it burned my heart
I hate it, a day without you is too long, I beg t finally forget about you .
Without you, I have no smiles.
I don't wanna live anymore,
It makes me mad, I think I'm going insane by th thought of you.
I want t see you, but they say I can't, it's all over.
I'm so sorry but I love you.
It's all lies,
I didn't know but now I do,
I need you.
Sharp words on a whim, I didn't even know and I sent you off.
Leave me and you could forget me slowly, so I can get hurt.
That song I sang you that I put everything into,
People probably dontknow.
By myself so, that nobody knows.
Yeah and words that I said were all lies.
Now I'm being left alone, th sight of me not knowing what t do.
Th crinkled note in my pocket, that told of seperation, that I have folded .
I want t change, I want t laugh it off now.
I still can't forget you, even if it takes forever, untill th day I die.
I wonder if th hurt I gave you has healed, I'm sorry cos I didn't do anything for you.

Since the day you left, my heart started to ache.
The heart ache that I feel, Its because my love for you is real.
Years and months had pass, I thought I can forget you at last.
But I was so disappointed, because it's you I kept on waiting for.
Many sleepless nights was because you were always there at my sight.
I tried to close my eyes, but I always catch your imaginary smiles.
So here I am all alone, wishing and hoping that you come back.

I am waiting for you, In more ways than one.
I want all of you, I do not want anybody else.
You are my number one, I love you more than life.
Even when we were apart, You had me captivated.
My heart belongs to you, I want you to take me.
Keep me as I am, do not try and change me.
I hate being so distant from you, the day it was all over is all I think about.
Thinking about you being near, has me all hysterical.
Been waiting for you for several years, that is narrowed into months.
Were on the opposite side of the country, but there is so much compassion I am waiting for you to take me to a scene of love and passion.
I love you, I will be waiting for you ♥

I will wait for you no matter where you go.
I will wait for you for however long.
I will stay strong for that day I know.
That someday soon will come along.
That's when the waiting can be done.
That's when the waiting will be done.
Without you there is such an emptiness.
That hasn't been filled in oh so very long.

Only thoughts of what can be.
Is enough to keep me hanging on.
To the happiness that can come.
To the happiness that will come.
One day soon I will hold you in my arms.
Everyday day without you will then fade away.
And we will remember only this day.
That was worth the price we had to pay.
To find ourselves back in each others arms.
And to have that, I will wait for you.
I will wait for you no matter where you go.
I will wait for you for however long.
I will stay strong for that day I know.
That someday soon will come along.
That's when the waiting will be done .

Labels: just for you t kiss me in my dreams.

you told me you were going t love me
protect me all this while
guess i was a fool t believe you
cause now i know it was never true.


th words you said in th past
they still linger in my heart
in my mind
those tears i cry each night
th pain and memory won't go away tnight
you left me here
yeah you left me without saying goodbye
and my heart, yeah it died so hard


and after awhile
i began t pray
haven't done it in awhile
i've got no idea what t say
sometimes when i look back
i realised you just played w my heart
now all that fills my mind are questions about our past love


trust me when i say i don't wna love you
but not loving you is harder then you'd ever know
sometimes i wonder, is this really goodbye
was there really no turning back ?


now everyt brings me agony
it brings me pain
thinking you did love me was just stupid
but someway, somehow
i still do wish you'd love me.


yeah everyt used t be so bring,
th laughter and care
it all soon caught night.


yeah now i try t forget you
i try not t think about before
you were my one and only love
and it hurts t ponder about us now
everyt i owned, i did, i know
was because you thought me, you showed me
it was all because of you
i love you too much, it's too deep
i'm so afraid t lose you.


but i've alr lost you..

Labels: now cause we've ended; should i still be continuing this song ?

Lelyn: huh ? :x

Huankai: hi huankai <:

Shamay: heyy <:

Ballery: babybuu ~ <3

Hazel: honeybaby ! (L)

Euniuce: HEY SUGARBABE ! :D

Yongfu: yes you are.

Junkai: hey (:

Rachel: COUPLEHEART ! relinked <3>

Shannon: hey hey hey :D

Shihui: HEY <:

Chelxcz: linked alr babe, (L)

T.Xinger: heyy, you're ? (:

Celine: SUGARKISS, thanks :D !

Yusa: NOPE !! :D

Ashley: SUGARLOVE, ILDY TOO ! <3>

dc: HELLO :D

Labels: 32days. ILDY.